Monday, November 15, 2010

Pucker up and close your eyes and kiss this goodbye

Oy Vey! Do I have a bad streak with the male gender or what?!

I am not one to click with the chicks for the most part. I am a "one of the guys" type of chick, and I am okay with that! I like to work on cars, go fishing, hunting and fix stuff that happens to be broken, well fix inanimate objects that is! However, I know how to be a stereo-typical chick too.

I have posted before that I am one of those people that strangers come up to and spill their guts without knowing you the hell I am. I am okay with that for the most part. I am really not a people person and kind of give that look like, "Oh I'm sorry did I look interested?"

I have been jaded a lot in the past and I have learned to trust no one. As soon as I start trusting someone and letting them in, SLAM, the door shuts and they vanish. I am always thankful that I didn't share too much, because I would absolutely hate myself for being so vulnerable with my emotions and secrets, knowing that most of the time the person I am open with will just leave.

These relationships have always been friendships and nothing more, and maybe that's the reason for them up and leaving. If that is the reason, then good riddance to all of you who have up and left me standing here baffled as to what the hell I have done. There is just one in particular though that really puzzles me, I just got the cold shoulder never to be talked to again. No reason to why just blocked from everything. Most of the other ones, they betrayed me and lied to me after I told them I would always find out the truth ALWAYS, yet they didn't believe me until well, it was too late. I am generally not a second chance chick, and I have warned people of this, one chance that's it.

People may think that is too harsh and that everyone deserves a second chance, but you fuck me over and that's it. Fuck me over once, shame on me. Fuck me over twice and it sucks to be you.

I really just do not understand the male gender. Oh well, here's to the past they can kiss my glass!

8 comments:

The Adorkable Ditz said...

Yeah I just recently got the cold shoulder from someone but whatever. I made a mistake, and he just couldn't handle it I suppose.

You'll be alright!

http://theadorkableditzmissteps.blogspot.com/

Copyboy said...

I'd say I'm an over trusting soul. And yes, I've gotten my share of burnts.

Diane-Sage Whiteowl said...

Yep add my name to the list. I know what you are saying...and I've decided to stay "single" sort of speaking and Love & Live just for me. Friendships are good...but not needed to be MY BEST FIEND! It's a good thing to Love Thyself, a very wonderful thing!

Jumble Mash said...

I was just like this at one point in my life. Now not so much, but once jaded always jaded. There will always be that part of me.

GoofyGirl said...

I put my own spin on those situations... I become grateful that they are gone. I mean, really, how often does the garbage take out the garbage? See? It's like an F'n miracle!

SweetiePea said...

It's scary how much we have in common. I in general hate people. LOL They all suck. And don't get me started on men. *ugh*

Pagan Sphinx said...

I have been jaded a lot in the past and I have learned to trust no one. As soon as I start trusting someone and letting them in, SLAM, the door shuts and they vanish. I am always thankful that I didn't share too much, because I would absolutely hate myself for being so vulnerable with my emotions and secrets, knowing that most of the time the person I am open with will just leave.

I can relate to being "dumped", especially by other women. It sucked more than a break-up with a guy (I am straight but not narrow ;).

Several months back, I had a situation come up with an old, old, old friend who resurfaced n my life after we sort of both allowed the friendship to fade away for five years. She really got weird and slightly psycho-emotional on me and after thinking it over, I decided I did not want to continue (via email) what was a toxic dialogue with a person that I loved but often did not like for so many years. It was hard but I did it peacefully and with few regrets.

Perhaps being on the other side of the fence helped me to somehow establish a balance because recently I've noticed that I can have nice, pleasant "mini" relationships with people without divulging too much and therefore I can still both like them and myself, without compromise. Makes life more peaceful.

Your kiss my glass motto made me chuckle! :-D

Ciao!
Gina

BCLilly4life said...

I'm the the same way/ well not really because nobody is the same...but ya Trust is over-rated nobody knows how to stay honest or faithful these days...but who needs em? Hope you find your way ;)

XOXO
BCLilly4life